Yesterday’s presentation was well-done but not good enough. Getting blasted by 3 teachers on the nitty gritty like not having a content page was so demoralizing, especially after we showed our mentor our slides beforehand and he said so himself that all the needed content were inside.
It’s so hard to operate without any conflicts for such a large-scale project when you have 9 different personalities working together. It’s good that most of them aren’t fussy people but I guess our greatest strength is also our greatest weakness. It’s so bloody frustrating when you’re asking a question and you get only 2, 3 replies? What are the rest busy with? Watching their korean dramas? Waiting for us to read their minds? And the diffusion of responsibility is, huge among 9 people.
I’ll have no life till my exams end next Friday. I can’t believe I’m already into 7 weeks of my semester. Too fast. Too unprepared for my exams too. I think the teachers really expect us to give up our entire social life for this course. Because there is no way we can score when we have 2 exams per week and 4 projects to juggle per semester. Unless we’re superhuman and don’t need to sleep la.
I get angsty, why? Cos many things don’t go my fucking way and I’m angry.
Angry with how I always take effort to text you and you don’t even reply. Yah you’re busy so you don’t reply people all the time is it? I buy gifts for you and you don’t even bother replying me is it?
And YOU. You have hand, foot and mouth disease, quarantined till wednesday yet you still choose to come to school today?! WHAT FOR? Especially when you skip school and classes so often that you always don’t even fucking bother to check your timetable and notes. Always asking asking asking people for information. DO YOUR OWN WORK BEFORE YOU LEECH PEOPLE’S EFFORTS OKAY?
Why??? WHY YOU SO BU ZI DONG? We were all advising you not to go to school, not only because you had hfmd but also because the lessons today were useless. Yet you said you “missed 5 days of lessons” when all you missed was Friday. Queen of exaggeration. Couldn’t you tell that we were pleading for you to be socially responsible, how you yourself said that Ahmad shouldn’t insist on going to school just to take his exams even though he has chicken pox? Just because you haven’t contracted it yet? Don’t you feel shame? How can you always exploit us by always asking us to do things for you?
I just don’t get it.
I’ve been on tumblr for approximately 2 years now and I still don’t really know how to use this. How do people find out which tumblrs to follow???
Anyways I am terribly stuck in my holiday mood. Have not studied a thing, and my first test starts next thursday. That’s not the problem though. The real problem, is the projects that I have no idea how to do?!
I wonder why I’m so touchy nowadays. It’s no wonder they treat me the way they do. It’s no biggie… I like being a phantom sometimes. It’s easier. Please just deal with it, learn to deal with things and it won’t blow up. Don’t blow up.
It could get worse, it’s not like I’m working alone overseas to pay my bills. Things will get better, just be tolerant. Be thankful. No one has to know.
the things this fandom does with its time
ROFL
(Source: briworld)
